I think here is the only place i can expressed my feelings
my complicated feelings
haih
how to say
i actually knew that someone who cheated once can't be trusted,
but ....
HAIH
i should have think more positively
maybe a little everyday ?
i told myself
but honestly i still think about it
sometimes
cause memories r still memories
it existed once in my life
sometimes
i wish i could be more ruthless
stopping *** frm entering my life
time heals ?
i guess ?
i hate myself !
y am i still holding on at thr
y cant i just move on
when someone better is waiting outside
anyway
i hope i have a lot of things to do right now,
so that my life will be busy
and i wouldn't have time to think about it
just goes with the flow~
i just realised i din even put a smiley face in this post
cheer up !!
tomorrow will be a better day !
